How to deal with stress?

Hello there, bloggers!
I had no idea what to write and I asked my lovely friend for advice. So she said to write about release, why not?
I don't have any smart advices but here we go..

School is here, tests and stuff.
You don't have enough sleep, you panic alot; like about everything, you feel annoyed and I am sure you know that feeling, well I do.

 When this is happening to me I just try to don't care about that. But my inner voice is telling me to CARE and do something. Then I just leave everything. And I just go do some other stuff. Something when I forgot to worry. I just do things I love and enjoy like: playing guitar, reading books, watching youtubers, wasting my life on Tumblr. Because I think life is too short to worry and panic about things, which make you stressed. We must enjoy every single minute, we must do things we love, we don't need to stress.

But even when you feeling okay,after all, you must deal with things you don't like.
Just do it. No matter what. Make it fun. Make it interesting. You must make your life interesting and fun, because this is your life. You are making your own life, nobody else do. Live life you want, no matter what. Everything is in your hands. You do not have any excuses, you don't.

So make your life better NOW! Live life like you deserve, don't waste any other minute feeling sad and stressed and stuff. Because you don't deserve this. And you don't have to feel anxiety.

So thats all for today, see you cutiepies tomorrow xx

25 FACTS ABOUT ME

Hi bloggers!

Guess who's back, back, back, back again, again, again? Anx is back ,back, back.
So today is the day, its time for:

25 FACTS ABOUT ME

1. I am Anja, aka Anx
2. I have a lot of obsessions
3. I have a dog named Sky  (yorkshire terrier)
4. When I was 6 I had imaginery friends
5. My REAL best friend was 9 years older than me, and we match perfectly together, anyway.
6. I love games, cartoons and stuff like that
7. When I was small I was afraid of the dark, because I saw unusual stature and I still remember them.
8. When I was 6 I was tomboy till I was 10 (reason why nobody likes me)
9. I am in love with Nintendo, Gameboy etc.
10. And I am in love with Skins
11. I never watched like real Horror movie. Just Devil inside, which is funny to me.
12. I believe in Supernatural things
13. I don't have my favourite song or move, because I just can't decide.
14. My life goals are: to be happy, to be loved, to be successful youtuber, move to London.
15. I am hyperactive, MUCH, MUCH, MUCH
16. I am childish at the moments.
17. I have alot of friends, like. You know. Everbody talks to me and that. Everbody wants something from me. But I do not perceive them as real friends. I hate being the friend that is there for everyone, but is left alone when I need a shoulder to cry on..
18. My parents divorcedn when I was 5 and this was the worst thing in my life. But now I am ok with it.
19. I love baggy sweaters and leggins and vans shoes. Perf
20. I skate
21. I spend my whole time watchin youtubers, playing games, and reading books. Thats life.
22. I love bend merchs so freakin much, that I have just like 6 -.-
23. I want to go to the concerts of my favourite bands and just enjoy life.
24. I play guitar.
25. I love internet.

So there it is. 25 facts about me.
Comment, follow me, do whatever you want.
See ya tomorrow cutiepie xx

Deal with your own feelings

Hi bloggers!
I don't have any ideas, for this post, but oh well.

uhm
I don't have much readers, atm. I can't share this on Facebook, because everbody knows me haha.
My Tumblr is also privat. I have new Twitter account and I have like 11 followers, Lol.
Instagram, nope. So yeah, if you are reading this, you' re random person and u probably don't give a damn about me or this post..

I wanna talk about my feelings and stuff like that, because when someone asks you, how are you. The answer is always the same: Uhm ok, awesome, good.
But it is true?
Are you always okay? Are you always happy? If you re. You re my life inspiration and I am so happy for you xx

But there are people like me.
I am not okay. And there I don't need to hide my feelings. I will tell you my feelings. I will share them with you, because I think that you are special.

There is song by Paramore, called Last hope.

I dont even know myself at all
I thought I would be happy by now
But the more I try to push it
I realize gotta let go of control
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
So let it happen

It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing

Every night I try my best to dream
Tomorrow makes it better
And I wake up to the cold reality
And not a thing is changed

But it will happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen

 

And the salt in my wounds isnt burning any more than it used to
Its not that I dont feel the pain
Its just Im not afraid of hurting anymore

And the blood of these veins isnt pumping any less than it ever has
And thats the hope I have
The only thing I know is keeping me alive
Alive!

Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen

It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
(So if I let go of control now, I can be strong)
And when its dark out, no ones around
It keeps glowing
It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
(So if I keep my eyes closed, with a blind hope)
And when its dark out, no ones around
It keeps glowing

If you re feeling down or if you re really unprodoctive, grumpy, depressed and stuff like that.
Just don't
Life is really, but really too short, to waste your time on that unimportant things. Just go out with friends, do things that makes you happy. Or just try new things. Or just comment down below and we can talk.

Let me tell you my story:
About two years ago I was depressed. And with that, I mean really depressed. I was always telling to myself that I am not good enough, that I am a monster, that everbody hates me. I isolated myself from the others and I feel sorry for myself. I spend my days on the tumblr, reblogin' depressed pictures and following same people as me. Depressed, sad and lonely.
And if you are feeling like that. It's not your fault to feel like that. Its not your decision... And you are not attention seeker. And after one year and a half I decided to make my life better. I deleted my tumblr and I was trying to be happy. I started playing guitar, I started drawing, I started writing a book with my thoughts. I started to enjoy life. I stopped pretending that I am someone else and I started to be me. ME, ME AND only ME.

And when you are out of depression. There are still those times, when you feel depressed. But then you realiye that you are so much important, to be sad.
And then you just have to go trough this period.

You must realize who you are and how important you are.
 
See you tomorrow, cutiepie.
xx

Internet friends in real life

I was really bored, one day. So I decided to talk with one girl, ON FACEBOOK .Palm face. We talked about five months, and we were really close. She was so friendly and all. We always talked about how much we want to see each other in real life. But we never had a chance. 

We started to talk less and less. And then we talked only about once a week. And then we finally never talked.

One day about a month ago, she send me picture on snapchat and we talked. Not alot, but we talked.

At first we were really close. She knows everything about me and I know everything about her.

THANKS TO THE INTERNET TO HELP ME MAKE FRIENDS.

*to the point*

I went to doctor today, because I have problems with my lungs and I can't breathe normal. Anyway. I was waiting for the results of x-ray and blood. And there was a girl. She was acting like she is something more, like she is more important, and i don't like people like that. I watched her and she seemed so familiar. And i was just: Oh crap, not you. She watched me too, but I was acting cold as ice. Then I went to facebook and I realized that she is that girl. This meeting was so awkward and annoying. And we were there just ignoring each other.

I guess I will never make friends on the internet, or just?

But I have one internet friend right  now, well idk for how long we talked but, we talked alot and we never met before. And she is just sweet and so nice. And I dont know what would be with me, without her, so thanks darlin' for everything xx.

And I can't wait to see you one day and hug you.

See you tomorrow, thanks for reading xx

Hi!

Hi bloggers! I am new here and this can be awkward, but I don't mind since now. Huh, well.

So let me describe myself first:

I am Anja, from Slovenia, with weird short hair, good taste in music and awkward sense of humor. I am really antisocial. Its not, that I don't like people, it's just that, I am really nervous around them and I talk to myself most of the time. I don't talk about my age alot, because I am trapped in my own age. And alot of people are just like: Yeah you look 17, wow, gurl. Awkward. So you can just guess how old I am. But I will never tell you. You can now think to yourself, wow mystery girl, this is just waste of my time. Maybe it is, maybe it's not.

I decided to start this blog because I have alot of things to share with someone. And I choose you. Such things about which I will write  here, i can't trust the people around me. But I must share things with people, maybe I can even help someone and this can make my day.

This gonna be my diary, actually. So you can follow me everyday, you will know everything about me and maybe this things are happening to you. And we can go trough this, together.

And i promise you, my next post will be more interesting.
Bye guys, xxx